cheated

can i start whining again? gosh! i could really feel my temperature reaching to its boiling point. i try to control myself from being the most notorious hobbit in the world.

pleaseeeeeeeee i need to strangle someone!!!! madly badly!

don't say you can help while to be truth you can do nothing. just tell me the truth as i already prepared for it.

come on! be considerate.

you can do anything except picking up my calls?

don't tell me you got no time. don't be such a bimbo. you can blogging and blog walking all day long but picking up my call for less than 5 minutes. i mean like oh my god! seriously babe don't mess with people (as much as i know it is your favourite past time, but still!!!!) because people can whack your hope back even worse until u can't imagine how your life would be on the next day.

don't be such a bragger. you may have the best family, a man that you love so, a brilliant stuck up head. but actually, no one ever like you. i mean really really like you.

girl, don't be so proud of yourself because you are not that great.

i'm not one of your haters but, i'm one of loads of people that you ever cheated on.

good job, girl. you such a great liar.

=)

the entire and everything

aww... mummy, we look like those bears! hehe

to the one who make my life :-

mummy, we are who we are. completely different person with different opinion. it might become terrifically intense but mummy, nothing in this world could replaced you. i love you till the end of my life and we have such a mind-boggling bond that everybody could die for.

you are the best and nothing is as better as you. i want you to know every moment with you mummy, is the best time ever. sorry for being such an immature young girl and annoyed you all the time. blame me not, mummy. i am a young girl with a messy mind. i'm trying my best to be a good daughter for you. still and always trying as you should earn yourself a good daughter.

you are my mom. you shape my life. you give me tons and tons of guide and advice to go on with life. you have been such a perfect mom. plus, your nag mummy, is a never-ending song in my heart. i love you, mummy. and you taught me that obstacles are way to success. bear it in your mind mummy because we are human. we will never get escaped from loads of hindrance.

thanks mummy for everything. for the drive to everywhere, for the dishes you have cooked for me, for the beautiful outfit you bought, for the pat on my head when i needed you the most, for the nag when i did something terribly wrong, for the support on everything that i put most effort on, for making my dreams come true, for being the best best friend ever, for giving birth to me and particularly for being such

A WONDERFUL MUMMY TO ME!!

enjoy your years of life mummy because you deserve it. you are the most beautiful 45 years old woman ever.

happy 45th birthday to you mummy!

may you live your happy and blissful life forever

lots of love,

your daughter :)

we and us

to the one who i wish all of the happiness in the world:-

how to not making this post become too cheesy eh? to put in words how much i appreciate your presence in my life is pretty complex. if i could turn back time to the first time we met, i'll be laughing like hell. who wouldn't burst into laugh looking at your ridiculous face? plus with your semi bald hair. gosh! you are my DOPEY. you know what, when i first heard the L word came out from your mouth, i was laughing in my mind(is there any person who laugh in their mind???). blame me not, baby. i wasn't that matured at that time. still, i'm going far away from my sensibility.

each day we see each of us, making huge changes in life. we are not school kids anymore. i'm not that same little girl and you are not that same little boy. i watch you changed from that innocent little boy to a grown up man. i mean it whenever i say i care for you. it feels so great having you around. you make me laugh all the time.

i need you and eleh, i know you need me too. i need you to fix my problems, to drive me to places, to call me when i feel bored, to listen to my whine, to handle the situation when i become so cranky, to wipe my tears when people tell me that i don't know how to write in English, to calm me down when i have my panic attack, to be my punching bag, to be my most loyal best friend, to be my big brother, to protect me, to say 'NO' to me when i beg for an ice-cream. well, apparently i need you for everything.

again, it feels so good having you here, stinky.

art of whining

my blog is kind of boring isn't it? :)

it's okay. i don't like to share my mellow stories to everyone. so instead of being so cheesy, i'll decide tell you how do my look lays on certain things. there is nothing wrong with it. blog is basically about expressing our feelings to the world. we write down our every single word of heart thoroughly. but guys, sometimes, too revealing could lead to nuisance. tell your story, have it your way, but you are what you write. your image hold onto your way of writing to people. those cheesy and mellow things, lets keep it to ourselves.

let your fingers flow gracefully tapping the keyboard, but write with your mind, not your heart. people would love to read your tale of your wonderful days. but should they know, how crazy in love your are? or how mad you are? or how depressed you are? don't let people judge you before they even lay eyes on you. yes, blog means share your feelings with others. but still, just spare them a bit. not the whole entire story. there are some stories which rather to be kept in our deepest part of heart. it is fine to show off your love. well, everybody does it. but not too much. merely remember the vital part of love is the bond of two hearts. just you and your love one. go ahead show your love, but don't let it astray.

sometimes a simple tiny act could head you straight away to huge agony.

still, and always my blog is boring. :)