getting married?????

how does it feels? not that i'm gatal-ing. hesy! i just want to know what it is like having someone by your side. it is more than merely having boyfriend, isn't it? i'm talking about having a man, who we called 'husband' in our life. sincerely, i do feel scared thinking about one day i could be somebody's wife. the thoughts that i have to bestow upon him my life dawdle me from really get into the exciting mode when it comes to marriage. it is not only you are facing the new phase of your life, frankly, it is more than that. it is sort of a vow you make not only to yourself, but also to your husband. i come to realize that marriage is actually beautiful when you know how to organize it well, when you have the spirit of team work, the unconditional love, consideration, be prepared to receive each others' flaws. marriage is utterly a sacred promise to live a life together. it is not a normal relationship that you can back off from it anytime. it is not as easy as ABC, indeed it is more difficult than phonology (don't know what is phonology? then, good for you. hehe) in a simple say, marriage is not easy, yet so unpredictable. beyond our expectation, indeed. as far as i know, when the right time has come, i'll face it like a grown up woman. insyaAllah. dear Allah S.W.T, please give me the strength to hold onto my feeling towards him. please let me say, 'he is the one'. for once and for all, i just need to be by his side. he is the only person who can say 'you always do something crazy, but still i love you so much'. how can i stop loving a person who completely love me for who i am? through thick and thin, love, i will be there for you. we'll make it last. insyaAllah.